Right now, everything that can be wrong, is wrong.

I really am at a lost of what to do.

$3000 again?

Who the fuck you kidding.

If life is trying to break me,

congrats, I have snapped.

I need to rebuild my life all over again, not starting from scratch,

but halfway.

A place that is definitely sought after intangibly,

a place that is condemned tangibly.

I feel like crying, and committing suicide.

But will that fix anything, anything at all?

I feel so lost, empty and hurt.

If life wanted to teach me a lesson, i've learnt it.

Please tell me that that phone call was a dream...

That they got the wrong person...

I'm so scared, I am really so fucking scared.

I am 18 years old...

Can you please stop fucking with me...

I admit, the first one was entirely my fault, I was fucking blind and stupid...

But this one?

I don't know what to do.....

Please somebody, tell me, what I have to do to make my life resume like normal........

I am broken.

Really broken.