I realized that in life, you only get one chance at some things.

And I probably already gave mine up.

I didn't even know what I was doing then, and I just felt that everything seemed so right.

Apparently not.

I am really going through the toughest phase in my life.

I am constantly and perpetually feeling very stressed by everything thats happening now.

I always thought I was independent.

Yes, I was for the most part.

By it is things like this that really make me fear being dependent on someone else.

Try having sleepless nights, moodless days, and low concentration for like a fucking week.

it is one of the most fucked feeling to have...

trust me.