I was so happy, contented.

But why did my brother got to have such a problem.

Sigh. He is in hospital now, warded.

God knows what happened to him, but when I received a call from my brother at 3am last night, saying he has to go for a operation.

I just blanked out.

Sigh...

Hopefully this thing passes soon, but I got this strong urge to want to fuck care dancing tomorrow,

and just go there, and make myself wasted.

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