Chihuahua, golden retriever, Siberian husky, dwarf hamsters. What do they all have in common? Here in Singapore, they are all pets. A pet is any domesticated or tamed animal that is kept as a companion and cared for affectionately. In my entire life, I had numerous pets, which includes turtles, fishes and to date, my beloved hamster. In the earlier part of my youth, I had always regarded these pets to just a past-time, and I actually disliked cleaning up after them. But I have since received that magical feeling of attachment and companionship to...



DUSTY! MY CUTE LITTLE DWARF HAMSTER!


We humans live a troubled life, with stress coming in from various angles. Have we never looked at birds in the sky and wished we could be as carefree, and bask in the same rapturous freedom as they do? The fact of the matter is that, we can wish for it, but we'll never attain it. Why? Simply put, the planet Earth is not some utopia, where everyone lives in peace and in utter joy. On the flip side, its not necessarily a bad thing, because living in comfort will breed complacency, and in complacency i mean things such as not being able to adapt to changes. Just look at China. They were literally forced to open to the world, why? Because they were complacent. The westerners had guns, they had bows and shields.

Our lives were can never compare with such a lofty symbol such as China, but what we have is our daily trouble that comes from everywhere. And this is where I discovered what it truly means to have a pet. No, it's not meant to be a past time. Neither is it meant to be a toy. It means more than that to me.

Each morning as i snuggle myself next to his cage, i'll never fail to see him scurrying around his cage, then perch himself on his 2 hindlegs, and stare at me with that pair of beady black eyes. I'll then stick my hand in, and scoop him out, as i'll let him again loose on my hand. Following which, I could almost sense his glee, as he makes his usual morning jog all around my body. from my right hand, he'll run up to my shoulders... behind my neck... then my left hand, then i'll repeat it a few times. The sheer innocence of my rodent, was actually heart-warming.

He loves the odd piece of beansprout. It was only two days ago, where I stole(OPPS) a few beansprouts from the shop and save near my house to feed him with. Man, he devoured those things in record time! He always liked the tail of the beansprout more, and never failed to nibble at my fingers to eat the tail.

As small as he is, he has also lent me his small ears, whenever I felt like talking. Sometimes, when I pick him out of his cage, and just having a little talk about what's going on with my life, its almost as though he understands me. If it was something sad, he'll be very obedient and largely stay in the small spot. If it was something happy, he'll be prancing all around my hand! It's almost as though we got a Human-Hamster kind of connection!

My little pet hamster Dusty, though I know you'll never read this, yeah you know i'll always love you, you little bitch!(thats what I always call him)


Hmm, this post was actually part of a challenge between me and my bff as to who could write a better hamster compo!

Please go read hers at

littlemisswoon.blogspot.com

THE WINNER WILL GET A FREE SCHOOL LUNCH! SO PLEASE VOTE FOR MINE AS SHE HAS SCAMMED ME ENOUGH!!!!!! >_<

AND PLEASE VOTE! VOTING IS IMPORTANT AND EVERY VOTE COUNTS! HAHAHAH

TODAY WAS EPIC.

1) I ALMOST DIED. THREE TIMES. MY BIKE HAS NO FUCKING BRAKES. I WAS CYCLING THEN THE LORRY JUST SWING IN. CAUSE I GOT NO BRAKES, I CANT BRAKE, I JUST SWERVE AND I NEARLY CRASH INTO A CAR.

2ND TIME. I WAS CYCLING THEN SOME TARD CALL ME. THEN GOT THIS CAR INFRONT OF ME PARKED. I COULDNT BRAKE OR SWERVE(I GOT ONLY 1 HAND ON THE HANDLEBAR) AND I NEARLY CRASHED INTO IT.

3RD TIME. I WAS CYCLING 5SECONDS AFTER I PUT DOWN THE CALL, ANOTHER PERSON CALL ME. ONCE AGAIN, I TOOK OUT MY PHONE, AND THIS TIME THE PERSON WALKING SUDDENLY DRIFTED INTO MY SIDE OF THE PAVEMENT. GUESS WHAT. I SWERVED. AND I FLEW OFF THE BIKE. -_-

that aside, on the brighter side, went gym today! fucking happy, when i saw i lost 3KG! in 3 days! wooooowww! did shoulders and trapes, and now i'm uber tired, coupled with some cardio.

and thank god that stupid club is cancelled, i'm seriously damn tired now. sighhh! ): and tomorrow going to be 1 VERY busy day.

I'm going IT fair tomorrow! (: hopefully i can get a cheappo ITOUCH! hopefully. i'll see. then its down to meet some old friends for sushi, and gain weight -.- and ending the evening with them i guess... :/

epic epic epick!

Ham Rissoto!

It's pretty damn good, but i think i know where my mistake is already. next time its gonna be even better! HAHA.

PS: I know it looks like puke if it is a small thumbnail. What you expect man! its brown because of caramelized onions, and its rice! :/ ENLARGE IT! :X



Surf n Turf, with red wine sauce! (:

This is just damn good. If it wasnt chicken breast, and instead thigh, it would be almost perfect! the redwine sauce somehow lacked something... dunno what that is. but i'll be working on it. probably maybe a little butter? I dunno i'll go figure.

If i could only get something green on that plate, I think it'll be even better!

PS : As large as the chicken was, it was cooked all the way through! (:

Many more people are asking me to cook for them! THATS A GOOD SIGN! That meanssssss... Next time, my dream could actually be a reality and a success! And at least 6 people said they will invest too! omggggg! (:

12 years from now! I can't wait. I can't wait!

FUCK ACCOUNTING! LOL.

I laid on my bed last night at only 140AM!

And amazingly i could fall asleep.

When other days I could go there at 4am, and still be wide awake.

Excellent stuff!

Looks like my life is going to be only better!

With the conclusion of my last 2 driving lessons later, I can book my test!

Which means, I can fuck care driving till january, where i will do 2 revision lessons then test lo! hahahas. powerpacked.

Which just leaves me with 2 last committments in my life!

1) Get fit
2) School

Well, I just hit the gym yesterday and it was a pretty decent workout.

And i'm off for a HIIT session now.

So yeah i think i'm on track to get fit!

6 weeks and i should be fine.

and yes, the dieting sucks. i got 4 eggs in the kitchen waiting for me to eat it once im back, chicken and brocolli for lunchy later... and god knows what for dinner. :/

couple that with some caffeine, fat-burner pills, and a shit lot of cardio,

I can only envision 1 result! (:

anyways! thats it for my post!

Happy that everything is over, or almost over!

(: vindication!

an update after im done with my HIIT!

I ALMOST DIED. OMG! ITS DAMN TORTUROUS!

I wanted to do 5 repetitions!

But I did 3, and almost died, and decided to do 1 more.

at the end of the 4th, I seriously, almost vomitted!

Those who were in sports, and the coach abit siao one, will know what i mean! HAHA.

Oh mannn! unfit me! ):

regardless! I swear its weird!

I dunno why my face still looks kinda fatttt even though my physique is pretty okay!

my delts, bi,triceps are pretty good.

pecs need to rid of the fat,

lats are decent.

even people say i look quite okay! (THEY THINK I LOOK LIGHTER THAN I ACTUALLY AM!) =D

WELL! I'm gonna lose another 10kg, and i'm sure at the end of it all,

i'll be looking pretty damn good!

or so i hope :/

wish me luck! (:

and to end it off!

A nice quote from facebook!

"You know you love someone when all you want for that person is happiness, though you are not part of it"

ahhahaha

So I had to be drunk twice,

A couple of sleepless nights,

A little bit more of crying,

a whole lot of thinking and wondering.

A little anger and disappointment.

And to think that I was this close to ending a relationship that spanned more than a millenium of days over it.

How naive, innocent and stupid I was!

Well anyway, after talking it out, I feel much better!

I know that the person I talked to will never come by this page, cause he thinks blogs are gay, but yeah! lolol.

Anyway, I guess as he said to me!

If you tried your best and you failed that you gotta move on.

But if you didn't then there's something wrong.

Fair enough. bears a resemblance to old sayings like,

"the result doesn't matter as long as you try your best." or

"do your best, let god take care of the rest"


hahahas

oh well!

Another chapter closed! (:

time to divide my little time left over other stuff! :/

HAHAHAS sorry for the late post!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF WOON SHI LIN! (:

And yes, we all know what happened last night! :X

This post is dedicated to a special someone.

A great gaming friend, and a close friend in person.

He has passed on at the age of 21, after battling cancer for years.

He epitomized what it meant to have a fighting spirit.

Struggling between visits to the hospital, and practicing the game he so loved.


You gave me hope when my chips were down.

We were largely similar, both in real life and virtual life.

Before I met you, my dream was a fantasy.

Before I met you, I know.

My largest accolade was through pure luck. I could never make it.

High aspirations, Low ability.

But you...

You were like a mentor to me, a meticulous and patient tutor.

A person who corrected many aspects of my game,

A person who could always discuss anything about it.

You instilled in me a sense of belief.

You told me not to fear them, and just do what I do.

Many people in this world, dreams are never fulfilled.

But mine was. Largely thanks to you...



Rest in Peace my great friend.

I won't forget you.

-hG^OxY-

I will be vindicated from any obligations soon.

immensely tired, drained and empty

It is very obvious there is something wrong, when you are questioning your decisions everyday.

Impulsive, rash, incapable and impatient.

That pretty much summarizes whatever is happening this episode.

I have been putting it off for too long already.

Maybe i lack the resolve. Maybe i'm hiding behind some perceived values.

i'm so tired. i'm so pissed. i'm so indignant.

my one last obligation.

my one last hurrah.

my one last effort.



I cried my fucking self to sleep.

First time in fucking 5 years.

I honestly can't believe it. But i've snapped.

When you keep pouring water into a cup, one day it will overflow.

to be honest, i couldn't give a flying fuck about anything much anymore.

People would never be cooperative.

People would never step out of their comfort zone.

People would never stick their head out for others.

Myself always comes before others.


Maybe I'm a fucking idiot.

I should have learnt that a long time ago.

Maybe I did. BUT I DIDN'T LIKE THE WAY PEOPLE BEHAVE.

I WANTED TO CHANGE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME.

I TRIED MY BEST.

I failed terribly.

I'm so lost again.

fuck.

school.

has

denied

me

a

second chance.

at

international gaming.

):

free trip to korea........

during common test.......

fuck leh.

It is november now!

And do you know what that means?!?!

it means somebody is going to turn 18888888!

one million eight hundred and eighty eight thousand eight hundred and eighty eight years old!

okay not that old ;x

anyway..!

WAIT FOR MY SURPRISE!!!! (: