chinks to cracks to fragments.

Disappointment is an emotion that every human being is bound to face. Its one of the wide array of emotions that we have to face in our lifespan. Its intriguing how we as human beings was created. We were designed to experience extreme level of happiness, euphoria as they term it, and abysmal levels of negativity.

Disappointment always arises when our expectations, are not met. Why? life is beyond human's comprehension, and the underlying factors that go beneath it, is alien to me. However, what i can safely express, is that, with the assumption that hard work = results, its imperative that we would expect results when we put in hard work, failing which, would result in disappointment. Let us not worry about what the world, and everyone else would say.

One failure is not the end of the world! Issac Newton is an embodiment of this saying, he was once taunted for failing repeatedly at creating an invention. His reply? "I succeeded in finding 100 ways of which it would NOT work, I did not FAIL." Though this is a far cry from what we as youths may experience, as most of our disappointments and expectations arises from one-off events, a solitary shot, one chance.

Let us not slip into depression, and grow in despondency. Every cloud has a silver lining, sunshine after rain, every chapter, every failure is what let us grow as a person, and let us take heart, that what does not kill us, make us stronger.

As our heart weighs heavy with disappointment, when the whole weight of the world seems to be pressing down on our being, let us just take a look around. All the friendly faces, all the friends we have, all the encouragement. Breathe easy now, and open your heart to the warmth YOUR world has to offer.

Life does not end at one failure.

Get up, and keep trying.


This post is dedicated to one person, I'm hopeful that you may feel better after reading this.
I know how it feels.
Its highly regrettable, that I am unable to influence your emotions anymore than I have already done.
Regardless, find it within yourself, or anywhere and let the disappointment dissipate.
I'll never retract my offer,
And that is, just ask if you need me

HMMMM!

EQUALSPEE!

I'm smiling right now!

I dunno why, but I'm feeling rather happy.

Should be really kicking myself in the nuts after sunday's loss.

But strangely strangely strangely!

I think it was my hair.

Ever since I cut it, I begun feeling happier gradually!

PROVEN THEORY,

LONG HAIR MAKES YOU MOODY!

HAHAHA.

AT LEAST IT WORKS FOR ME!



I wanna thank everyone who was there for me though. In every small and big way, indirectly or directly! I'm not a man of many words, when it comes to such things... but i'm sure you know who you are! and be certain, I acknowledge that! But I'll highlight 1 person though! I don't know why, but you always seem to dispel some of my gloom whenever i talk to you! must be the exuding dumbness! HAHAHAS. DONT GET PISSED! KIDDING. AGAIN! (: I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE WEIRD!

"I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE WEIRD!"

"I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE WEIRD!"

"I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE WEIRD!"


okay okay, i guess this is about the end of my post!

I wish everyone luck in their upcoming exams!

3 things to do!

1) Drink Redbull
2) Go into the exam hall
3) PWN THE PAPER(S).

FTW!

Okay its 420AM, and i'm getting cranky. forgive me yes.

I just spent 1.5 hours watching X-Games on ESPN. IM BECOMING XTREME TOO! And dumb. =X

AWWRIGHT!

I GUESS ITS TIME FOR ME TO GRAB A NAP.

OLD MAN NEEDS HIS SLEEP.

SO GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

IM OFF TO BED.

(:

ASDFG

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Right now as i stare into the glass pane.

I see a person with a hairband on,

A thin film of sweat on his forehead.

Earphones in either ear.

Barely visible eyes.

Looking up, the sky bears refuge to the moon and a solitary star.

So as the last week of academic school dawns upon us,

Actually it already did. tomorrow's Tuesday, lolol.

Since I didn't go school today, i'll consider that it started tomorrow.

With every beginning, there is an end.

For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.

For every jerk, there's a good and better person.




This term won't be missed.

The term started off pretty well, then it lost control after awhile.

I begun losing track of everything, and everyone.

And in the last few weeks, it intensified.

so to be honest, i've been pretty fucking emo.

and to be even more honest, thats only the beginning.

I don't know. I'm expecting too much of life from certain people.

But then again, I overlook some people who tries to plug those voids.

Sigh.

I am guilty of so many wrong things.

I am laden with remorse, but i will never change.

The reasons for changing is just not right.

Conviction requires a compelling reason for it to be applicable.

Obscenely, all reasons are CRAP.

FOR EVERY THING.

so whatever.

I'm pretty sure, that for the jerk I am,

there's a fucking good person out there!

So i'm hoping that you and that good person will find each other!

cause i'm definitely not worthy.

sigh.


beyond all that shit.

school comes next.

seriously. fuck.my.life.

FIT --> ?????????????????????????????????????????
IFA --> still okay.
TAX --> ???????????????????????????????????????????
COST --> ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

fuck.
my.
life.

and.
no.
mood.
to.
study.

less than 20 days more to exams.

sigghhhhhhh