I wonder why am i even trying so hard to attain grades anymore.

People tell me to not do my tutorials, and just play games.

Maybe i should listen.

Today, i got back my BCOMM long-assignment grades.

wow, a fucking C.

really. I think i'm in the wrong course. wrong module.

I don't want to be some CEO of some multi-billion company, raking in millions a year.

I may be EXPECTED to do that, but that is not what i want.

All i want is merely to own and run my own cafe.

I don't think i'll need an accountancy degree to do that.

and my final ambition is even more humble.

nobody but one person knows about it, because obviously people would laugh at it.

but not like that person didn't.

so ya. i won't say it here.

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demoralized.