It's amazing, how i can keep myself so in check.

A mixture of sympathy, and empathy.

Coupled with the fear of snapping the fragile coil that binds.

Then again, when I once let myself be free-flowing and natural,

It hurt people around me.

In more ways than one.




I'm trying so hard, that it borders on unbearable sometimes.

But. I will do what is right, in the eyes of the many.

SO. I WILL CHANGE. I WILL MATURE. I WILL BECOME A BETTER PERSON.



today's mahjong session was epic funny. Miss BA, won 50 plus dollars! hahaha! epic ownage! =D. thats good for her! she can get her RL bag, without feeling such a big pinch now i think.. =P. but the more funny part, is how my friend, can quarrel with someone he seen for a few hours.

that.
was.
epic.

NO DETAILS. NO BITCHING. NO BACKSTABBING. BUT LOL