i'm a lucky cursed person

or a cursed lucky person.

so many things i can give thanks for... so many things i have that others don't. those things that make my life worthwhile to transit in.

and there are the things that i yearn for, things that are unattainable, yet I want those. yes, this yearning, is omnipresent, and i can't shake it off.


im outliving my curse already.

soon i can just call myself a lucky person. for my emphasis in life has always been wrong. I always took the positives for granted, and wanted those i couldnt have. A warm feeling has crept into me. =)