Am i giving up too easily again?

Almost all my thoughts point to the direction that it is impossible already.

But yet, theres this small portion, that still remains incredibly defiant.

Should I try or should I not?

Its really a huge innate desire, but at what cost?

Its boils down to what matters most to me yet again. Am i willing to plunge into unchartered waters?

i need to find an answer in my sleep tonight, please let it be shown somehow.