Got fired again from work =O.

working this sunday at F1 9PM - 3AM. some sick timing. =|

104 already. 70% more to my Al Shain +3, 4x5% fire =O

SKOTH is starting soon!

should i even bother training?

rofl.

Some over-enthu players.

no competitions.

some disillusioned.

like me.

:)

I havent updated in dunno how many days, reason being, im busy.

okay, if games are considered a chore, then i ain't lying =O.

been very OCCUPIED with work recently, a 7am - 3pm job, and following which, i would go home and grind my ass off on 2moons.

reached 102 at last yesterday, and got my WINGS OF WIND!

however, in the process i know i ignored many people who talked to me on MSN, regularly was not even on MSN, just to grind my damn wings out.

For that, i apologise.

Now, as i embark on my 102+ life in 2moons, i will TRY my best not to neglect my MSN, and other life committments.

eg. gym. =O

k. short post..

AND CHEE CHYE!! SAME CLASSSSS WOOOOOOO

T7, T44

03 for class.

anyone going same places as me? =O

too many things to type about, 1 priority.

Wings of wind.


311% more.

asdfjzxcoz

Ok. im really pissed. some cb GPA of 2.9545. kns, what kind of fucked results is that. very du lan. my miec got B... which i think i totally dont deserve that also no fuck idea how my ITB got B. CATS C+ cbcb. gum diu sia...... zzzzzzzzzz






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i'm already so close to going there... but i just can't fucking go. im so fucking pissed and sad, and i don't even dare try to do anything about it. knowing my dad, if i continue he will eventually let me go, and every thing i don't get an A, get a warning letter whatever fuck... he will confirm say, "play games somemore... now get this kind of results." it pains me to even reply to that email, but i have to. it fucking stings, it fucking hurts, it fucking burns, but i have to. 10 years down the road, i will regret my this fucking decision, that i know. but i can't do shit now. my last chance at playing in a LAN competition with the world's best, has been smashed to smitterens by my family.


so fucking comical, when my dad offered to pay $5000 for my trip when i came back on WCG day.

So fucking comical, when my mum readily backed my dad.

now, all i see is contradiction, irony



Its hard to live like this.

im very affected by this episode.

fucking, fuck this shit.

Still haven't gave my opinion gender discrimination... i guess i'll get to it eventually, this coming week. Feeling rather disappointed, and broken now. Those who haven't been in much contact with me, won't know that i'm part of the receiving end of a donation drive, to send the SG WCG Champions to Cologne,Germany to take part in the world finals. On winning the SG WCG, i was resigned to fate that there was no way i could go for the world finals. And after hearing someone say its $5K to get there, my fate was pretty much sealed. Then, my dad somehow offered to pay for the whole trip for me. $5K is nuts to go there to FRO. even for the experience. So, my life passed peacefully, till recently.. last week to be exact, i received an email from SCOGA, telling me that I am part of a donation drive to receive money to be funded to go Germany. chock full of hope, i brightened up almost immediately. when i realised that the donations were moving too slowly, its now $6391, $23609 off the target, and i wont be receiving any for the 1st $15k, i gave up. Then today again,the SCOGA called me, telling me that Razer has offered to sponsor me for the expenses of the trip. all i needed to do, was to pay for my ass to be delivered to Germany. and it now only totaled up to $2K! i seriously don't mind paying for it myself, but on telling my dad, he was very adamant that i should not go, quoting studies, national pride, and all that kind of nonsense.


Now... my last chance at realising my teenage ambition of being the best, is right infront of me. if i fail to grasp it, i can no longer blame the stingy singaporean government... but someone else.


Its about time to seriously quit Warcraft for good. if i dont get there.

Started work yesterday @ Datapulse Technology Building @ Tai Seng Drive. got the job through a job agency and the pay is good... reaching 1k+ in 1 month. but as we took the morning shift, it starts at 7am... not the nicest of timing.. if you get what i mean. A CD packer. self-explanitory. not the most fiercesome job, air-conditioned, do with friends... What else can i ask for? so its kinda good this job. kinda like it. :)


If anyone is wondering what does my msn nick means... its not merely refering to waking up at obscene timings every day, it also refers to this month long diet i have embarked on, that would grant me my 6-pecs if everything goes well. don't believe? wait 1 month, and if i achieved it successfully, i will boast it here. =D. not to mention biceps vein, etc etc. =D