As my school term is nearing the end, looking back, it has been a very hectic and rushed term. just a few weeks ago, i was flustered by the amount of research i had to do for my ITB project. I was annoyed by the constant influx of projects. i was intimidated by the amount of tutorials to do. I hated my Microecons teacher(and i still do). I entered Ngee Ann rugby. I skipped school. I went escastic. I went really down. I lost track of myself. So many things has happened. These term however, has shoved 4 lessons right into my face.
First lesson. Never throw litter on the ground. I was at serangoon gardens with my friends, and was walking past Boush Steakhouse, and i dropped a piece of paper, the receipt i got from Astons. 2 jerks walk up to me, stops me, excuse me, can i have your IC? I look at him, rather stoned, till moments later, when the waves of reality hit me. I am so goddamn screwed. I handed over my IC, and pleaded with those 2 assholes to let me off. And so they say, they will keep my name in the records, but as of yet, they will not fine me. But any subsequent offences, i get slapped with a $200 fine. Really damn sway, even Serangoon Gardens also can tio this kind of shit. really cant believe it sia.. -_-
Second lesson. Never try and be funny with your coach. M1 10-a-side. I took a plastic bag containing a empty packet of ice. He looked at me, and asked me to take the empty packet and dispose of it. I gamely replied, "Take what you want, and leave what you don't want behind." as a joke. he obviously has 0 sense of humour, as he told me straight in the face, now we know what to do with you eh? As a result i believe that is why i was even subbed out in the finals. I mean lets face it.
NP v ACJC i played whole game
the most important game of the tournament if we didnt qualify the coach let me play the whole game, and the finals? he tells me to get the shit out of the pitch? bloody bearing personal grudges. screw off man. but whatever. lesson learnt.
Third lesson. Never try and think you know everything by studying very selectively and skipping tedious parts. I tried. and i crashed and burned. so much for my INFA... i decided balance sheets was so tedious, and profit/loss statements, i conveniently open up shop, and only did journals and ledgers. swee swee both balance and profit/loss come out, and i think i got both wrong. owned.
Last lesson. and its interpersonal skills. As only 2 of my cloest poly friends may know, I did try to ask a girl out, but gathering feedback from my older female friend, she told me to be patient and take things slowly. I mean like how do i know such things? this is seriously my first time. So apparently, now i think she thinks im perverse or something, for asking her telling questions like "are u attached?" if that was not bad enough, when she agreed at first, and asked to bring her friends i even explicitly wrote "I wanna ask you out only leh.." looking back, its no wonder now i talk to her on msn, she never replies, and even if she does. its merely 2 lines then a bb comes out, and she dosent even go offline. she just loathes talking to me. even online. but whatever. i guess i flopped. learn from it then! but if the person im talking about ever reads this, i still wanna ask you out, but if it isnt telling enough, i don't know what you are thinking, and i can't do much now, till you give me a sign or something. if you get what i mean. Lesson learnt, take such things slowly. I swear i didn't know. haha.
The end. 4 lessons. pwnified
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Great. got caught by a fcking plain clothes officer today at serangoon gardens.
What a piece of luck.
Drop a piece of paper, some dude comes over... IC please.
Stare at him, he flips out his handy policeman shit.
Shows me some goddamn identification, grabs my goddamn IC, writes down the number.
Tells me this is first warning, next time im fcked.
$200 fine for throwing a piece of junk on the floor because there is no dustbin nearby?
what kind of twisted joke is that.
then after that ba long long go lim kopi.
smlj.
goddamn bitches.
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tired but relieved.
Stressed but happy.
Unsastified but nonchalent
Annoyed but ignorant
2 words to sum my day...
<3 BASH HACK! <3
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
I seriously dislike people who are so stuck-up, even on MSN.
In real life, chatting may be slightly awakard. but carrying it over to msn, is purely and fucking annoying.
Regardless.
Played Rugby 10s on Saturday.
Tries : 1
Pathetic. -_-. Total Team Tries = 7.
Lost in plate finals due to the fcking coach trying be funny and sub me out. The person who took over me had only 8 hours of training, and just because he is big(he is still smaller than me) the coach lets him play. as a result, he fcking lose the line out, then give away a penalty for RP to score a last minute try, to win it from us. fcking bull shit. makes things worse, they gave us a fcking orange color cheap fck bottle as our 1st runner up prize. ZZZZ. see also du lan liao. knnbcb
Now got so many marks on me.
Knuckles, Head, Forearm, Bicep, Shoulders, Chest, Toe, Achilles, Wrist.
some goddamn nonsense.
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
SATURDAY! 2:30 PM TIME TO PK!
THOSE WHO WANNA SEE ME OWN, GET OWNED, MAKE PEOPLE BLEED, SEE ME BLEED
SEE ME GET INJURED, SEE ME INJURE PEOPLE
come down to yio chu kang stadium! =P
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
All i wanna do is find a way back into love~
gosu song! gawd.
Sometimes i wonder, is it because im not trying hard enough, or is it just that im divided, and unwilling?
I don't really care, and don't really want to know as of yet.
One thing i am sure,
is that i want to fucking go up on saturday
and teach the goddamn sluts
what it is like to feel pain!
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Monday, May 19, 2008
If theres anything i learnt over the weekend, that is to never go all out to win, and never be ruthless enough to win perfectly.
It was really all such a natural reaction, to dig deep and ensure constant victory, but when nothing is at stake, life really turns around and kick you in the butt, for the act.
I guess it works for everything.
Never go 100% out for anything
U will never know when life kicks you in the butt.
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
feeling very tired.
please dont try to screw with me,
if not i will turn so nasty
u will wish u never tried to talk to me
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
can someone tell me should i be pissed, disappointed, sad or escastic?
Posted at 9:11 pm.
the contents will never be known.
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
Quite a number of things has happened this week. As much as the most serious of them did not affect me directly, i can tap onto my friend's feelings, as him and his family are made to weather the ordeal. It is not even serious. It is in no way funny, it is down right heretic. I can't really do much to help him, except hope for the best.
Finally got a CCA, joined NP's rugby. Training is rather slack, but it seems there is a 10-a-side rugby competition on the 24th of may. thats 2 weeks! exicting exiciting. hopefully i can squeeze into the first team after my 2nd training... i dont like playing on the bench.. =(. after yesterday's training, my neck, shoulders and back are in trouble. must be too long never play so hiong liao.. >.<
can't really be bothered to type about every damned thing.
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
To that dumb ass who still continues to smurf me on my tagboard.
U are really still a kid in many ways.
So old, yet still so young.
Unless ur stupid or something, do notice that we are not in the same school anymore.
go and lead your own life.
damn bitch
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
I want 1 day to drown in my Nostalgia!
Crazy ground-shaking volumes.
1 Person all at home.
Absorb all the NOSTALGIA!
NEXT WEEK!!
WEDNESDAY.
IM NOT GOING SCHOOL!
AHAHAHAHAHAHH
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Monday, May 05, 2008
I'm feeling sufficiently doused now. Had a really decent weekend, started with my workout on saturday, a very rigorous and thorough one on biceps and triceps. loved it though. the pump.. was uber~!. sunday was a very nice day too, for the first part at least. went to play badminton. missed playing with my sec school buddies as now we are too pre-occupied with school, to really do much now. can't wait for the next holiday and for the next badminton outing with em. nice prospect.. =) today's school was rather decent. nothing too much i would complain or comment on, except for 1 person's oral presentation. The way she spoke, was so confident, that it was on the brink of cocky-ness, but it didn't cross that far. If you ask me, that was a really good speech, although not without dubious points. If she really wrote that speech herself, it reflects very much on her character.
and... i really suck at inter-gender communication.
once a sucker, always a sucker.
Grr..
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Saturday, May 03, 2008
Hasu = Stupid
Chobo = Noob
Both in Korean.
i'm dying. yes i am. i never worked so hard in my sorry life. not even for O'Levels, 2 weeks before, i set my heart on studying at least 4 hours a day. in the end? at max, 2 hours+. at most of those was like doing questions i done before, for some morale boost. -_-. Yet now, Poly year 1, im like setting aside 1 hour or more each day, to finish up tutorials, read through the day's lectures, do some proj stuff etc. I dunno if this is self-inflicted, because everyone else in my course, don't seem to be dying like me. all their msn nicks are like so happy, while im like whining day in day out. given that my stupid mouse dosent help, my stupid double click is acting up again, i press 1 peasent to CTA, whole army go. >.< i've got a couple of things outstanding...
ITB Project group work - nearly done i think
MICEC Project Pair work - haven't even touched it yet.
MICEC Project Group work - Haven't even scratched it either
CATS Project group work - let's see. idea is done. what else? no stuff? lol
INFA Class test - ah, easy peasy stuff
BCOMM Formal presentation - no, no.
Not including the tuts of course. can't wait till holidays again. the previous one just flew past me, and i didn't treasure any moment. how stupid of me. i hear from my friend in TP, their 2 hours MICEC lecture, covered half of supply. while our 1.5+ hrs of MICEC lecture, covered the whole of supply. that is a astronomical difference in speed of teaching, a near 266% faster.
how i wish, i can just lead a life, oblivious to the surroundings. when my entire life is controlled by me, and me solely, with no influences from anyone, or anywhere. with a sufficient influx of money, without working. how would life be like that? i experienced it in the holidays. with one of my good friends, we did it together everyday. apparently we are both sick of life. as he terms it, "life sucks". i would actually go 1 step further, but would decline to write it here.
I think i'm just pathetic. honestly, i am. what is a 13 point L1R4 doing in a 12 point course? i cant even get in academically, and so i take the back door, by applying my CCA edge, which was also bullshit. My CCA points were allocated to me by "representing" my school in gaming. my nick was never SaS.OxY- except for interschool 2006,2007. it was always OxygeN-, mVp)OxygeN- or whatever. i represented my self. my winning and losing, never did mention my school.
btw, don't be one of those smart asses, when they on their bluetooth, they see my phone device as Oxygen, now its "OLwY" and they go, who is oxygen? following which i would answer its me, and they will say, im carbon monoxide, and they start naming all the gases. really act smart. my Oxygen, is not Oxygen gas. its Oxygen element -_-.
i'm just linking random thoughts together.
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being good at warcraft, was a curse that i chose to embrace.
the exclusivity of that choice
happens to be a terrible joke
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
Project : Quit swearing.
=/
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