Whatever Makes You Happy

LwY

Lim Wei Yang
NP : Accounting TA03 '08/09
Life sucks
but there are the small things
that softens it

Wishlist

Liverpool Jersey!
Shoes!
That T-Shirt!
MP3!

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I'm Sorry i've gotta go(Fanfiction)

Taboo Love(Fanfiction)>

Oxygen's Interview on Gamesync

Oxygen's Interview on DOTASG

Rapture

Fall For YOu.wma - second hand serenade

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Monday, March 31, 2008

My msn nick says it all. Liquid kitchen scams. Why? Simple. my friends ordered 4 vodkas, 2 with sprite, and 2 with orange juice. pretty obviously, my friend assumed he is ordering a vodka with orange juice as the mixer, and not a screw driver, as it is obviously more expensive. when the bill came, it reflected 2 screwdrivers. even though i know that screw driver is just vodka + orangejuice, i dont think they should charge in that manner. i go there flame the person, then we agreed on refund. kinda cute how she does it though, she calcuated till $2.xx refund. when i do a simple calcuation, it sums up to $9.6x. wtf. 2 attempts at scamming us. but nevermind, after that, how fucking stupid. for a place to sell a bucket of beer, to be more expensive than those loosely. 5 beers in a bucket = $37.6. 1 beer = $7.06. fuck. their maths fail or something. knnbcb

life sucks* 8:29 AM

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Orc is a fluke race. never before had i lose to anyone 7 games in a row, except to fucking elves. not even to malaysia's champion, thailand champion, india champion. only to elves. its kinda comical, when i realise that i have totally no chance when i go SH. even when i go tc, i dont feel that much of a difference either. Now however, i realise that 7 armor, 700hp shit is the way to go. dont know what is it? it is basically human towers with 2 masonary upgrades. lolol.

Found my old AT partner again after a long time. now play to 20/5. woots. 2s is really some real decent fun shit, on a revamped asia bnet. (:

life sucks* 8:24 AM

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Theres a reason why WC3 was awarded game of the year, and DOTA is just a custom map. Apparently, many people choose to neglect the game of the year, and buy the game just to play a custom map. Buying CS, to play ricochet. wow. i hate it when DOTA players get all cocky just because they are good in it. Even though our WC community is small, at least we have a close-knitted community, and are friendly all around. not like the people playing DOTA, arrogance inscribed all over their looks. Win/lose, shout loudly, KPKB. ZZZZZZ

I hate people who buy WC3, just to play DOTA.

Goddamn fucks.

life sucks* 10:33 PM

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

wtf. why does my poly orientation have cheers? i fucking hate cheers -_-. a fcking waste of my time, go school 1st day 9am - 1pm then go home. -_-. 2nd day waste my whole life there, and 3rd day too. balls man. peeved. -_-

AND WHY DOES THE FUCKING RACEWARS KEEP SHOWING ELF VS HUMAN? THEY LIKE TO SEE TOWER TANKS? FUCKING....

life sucks* 11:29 AM

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Back from Vietnam, Saigon 2 days ago. A decent trip, though at first i didnt want to go for it. now thats its over, 4 days without smokes, games or exercise, is a feeling to be relished.

Vietnam has some real decent chicken noodles. It tastes freaking ownage. mint leaves + beansprouts + flat noodles(kway teow) + 2xlimes + godlike stock + countless chicken pieces = unbeatable. i also used a real AK47 there. the sound of AK, sounds like a AWP. wtf ._. pretty gosu stuff. the food there is not bad, except breakfast, which i just ate omelettes every damn day. >.<

It's been a long time since i settled down and watch a movie i downloaded right from the start, and not fast forwarding. and i just did. downloaded "sex is zero" a korean movie. some parts are just goddamn funny, some part touchy, some part sensitive, some part emotional. its really a nice movie, i dont know its acutal rating, but im guessing R21 or M18 based on what is shown. the main lead actor is a natural joker. he looks like a dumbass, and does things like a dumbass, but of course, like some other shows, this guy demostrates love in its true light. Regardless for those who havent watch it yet, and does not cringe at the sight of either or both genders naked, this is a good watch. =)

PS : If you are a lover of fried eggs, do NOT watch this movie. i'm pretty put off now, and my meal of hard-boiled eggs, tasted weird

life sucks* 10:58 AM

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Watched Horton, a pretty decent show, with a few funny parts, but the ending is really fairytale like. Not really my type of ending.

Hmm, getting very frustrated with one of my friends. Why must guys be fuckers. I hate to admit it myself, but we guys are a bunch of fucking assholes. Just because we same gender, and are close friends, he can ps us, right in front of us. he comes to dhoby ghaut from his way home from god knows where, and tells us. he dosent want to go out. at our scheduled time of meeting. really what the fuck. its not even once, he does that kind of shit all the time. fucking late everytime we meet him, and always want us to bend timing for him. seriously. fucking go 1 class bbq with GIRLS he can fucking ps all of us when we are supposed to go out. why is all my guy friends so girls-starved. fucking shit man. Im just so fucking annoyed, pissed, peeved.

life sucks* 11:38 PM

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You Are An INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.

Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.

Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.

A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.

Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.

At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded

When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic

What's Your Personality Type?

When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic.

I 100% Agree. =/

life sucks* 11:17 PM

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Every Tuesday = Exercise day. woot. another 4 hours of badminton. fun shit. i realise that i got some form of split personality. its like, when i get pissed or totally annoyed, i will suddennly turn very aggressive, wont joke, and concentrate solely on the goal at hand, which is more often than not, to win. and it only comes to me when i play sports. kinda scary when i think about it now, its like i can forget pain temporarily.. but its kinda cool to think it auto kicks in. some form of seed ^_^.

Another thing learnt, never climb stairs while under the influence of alcohol, and intoxicating substances. i panted more climbing 30 stairs than playing badminton for 4 hours. -_-

At last got Heroes 5. borrowed from my friend and intend to hf playing it. or so i hope ;/

life sucks* 11:03 PM

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ECW Monday night : OxygeN-(OR) vs tryelf(UD) TWISTED MEADOW

started off with a lvl 1 critical for my BM, nearly got screwed becos of it, did 2 nice WW escapes of grunts, then ended off with 2 ghoul and 1 dk kill. game lasted for 15+ minutes, with my grunt, raider, kodo BM TC winning it eventually.

OxygeN- (OR) vs TiM(ELF)TURTLE ROCK

Started off with a DH kill, with my BM dying subesequently, tier2 was rather quiet, till i jacked him at his orange camp, taking 2 turtles, 1 talon and his aow. following which, he attacked me with the usual imba army, and i had to tycoly kill his dh to have any chance of winning. following which, i killed his tinker, bm, and many more talons with him backing.

OxygeN- (OR) vs Angel (OR) Echo Isle

joke of the season, i tried a mass grunt vs his fs fl tech, and got butt fuked hard by kodos. changed to mass hh, and raped him hard, then i kay siao, my lv5 bm died, his fs from lv3, become lv4. i instant revive, die again, fs from lv4 become lv5. the rest is history -_-.

Giryluck (ELF) vs Angel (ELF) Terenas Stand

Girlyluck adopted the fast Lv3 strategy, but angel had something else in mind, with him going mass hunts, AP push. the game ended pretty much in favor of Angel, due to many overlooks of the AP completion. joke.

Shana (HU) vs Angel (OR) Lost temple

Shana tried the typical fast expo strategy, and got harassed badly. Angel tried a T2 gruntapult tower push with raider, and succeeded tremendously, taking down his keep and main base. shana, unflinching, tried to hold on to his nerve, and tried to turn it around, but heroes levels was vastly different, and the orc won the game.

Oxygen- (OR) vs Angel (OR) Gnoll Wood

I started the game off with the fast item strategy while Angel, still tried to do a FS FL kodo tower push. his initial T2 push was fended off by my blademaster with me killing a couple of units, and his FL. his tower push came consequently, which had little effect, when his heroes was drinking wine.

Oxygen- (OR) vs Angel (ELF) Secret Valley

I started the game off with a failed attempt at killing wisps, so instead went merchent to creep and picked up a invul pot. Was not really in the mood to play. i mean like wtf. its 1am? his DH FL just fuxed me around. and when his huntress broke in, i was g_g no re. zzz.

Final score : hG^ 3 : 4 Gay.

SMLJ -_-

life sucks* 12:16 AM

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Monday, March 17, 2008

5 more days to episode 24.. >_<

12 more days to episode 25.. and end of Season 1. omfg. need to wait till August 2008, then they release season 2. >_< >_< >_< >_<.

And.. fuck. today supposed to go drinking, and some fucker ps. omg la. is it so hard for 5 of us to come out togehter for a drink and a chill out session? -_-

This reminds me, anyone knows of the brand L&M? my friend says, L&M stands for Lights and Menthol -_-. so if want, can only buy their lights or menthol. cb, smlj.

life sucks* 10:22 AM

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

T_T. i nearly cried. as i was watching gundam 00, even though i couldnt understand, one of the characters, Lockon Stratos, gave up his life in that episode to fire a destructive shot at an enemy. after that, the scenes in Ptolemy(carrier for his gundam), was very emotional. it started off with his cockpit floating back(his gundam was destroyed), and when contacted by Ptolemy, his haro just kept saying "Lockon, Lockon" they then knew what happened, and everyone cried. Most sad was Feldt, i think she secretly liked him, it was such a emotional scene. T.T and lockon was my favourite character too. omg. please Bandai, dont let him die!!@#!@#

life sucks* 12:57 AM

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Saturday, March 15, 2008

Damn. today supposed to go drinking then someone cmi cos his dad bday. >.<. i want to go drinking~! Zzzz

life sucks* 3:00 PM

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Playing 4.5 Hours of badminton is not funny. not when you play like countless singles and doubles. smash so many times till now my right hand, vibrates when i pick up anything. my legs feeling rather sore too. and i got a headache from god knows where --. but its fun, =).

At last! no rain! w00t. wonder how long it'll hold out tho =/

life sucks* 12:10 AM

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Friday, March 14, 2008

Thats it. even watching anime can cause me so much anxiety. cb. i hate watching 1 episode, for it to end with so much suspense, then wait 1 more week for it. it just aint funny. zzzz. i need more people to feel the anxiety with me. 1 of my friend cb watch till episode 13, say he dun wan watch liao. scared become like me. kns. zzzzzz..

life sucks* 10:01 AM

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

Blizzard produces the most imba games in the world.

Diablo 2 LOD. Runewords, 7 chars, Synergy system, Set items

Starcraft Broodwar. 3 Races, All differnt gameplay, differnet styles.

Warcraft 3 TFT. 4 Races, All different gameplay, infinite strategies.

Hope SC2 come out soon. damn. Playing back SC to get into the groove for SC2. seems like SC2 will be alike to SC, Mass expos, 200 food limit. so playing warcraft now is highly pointless since it already died out. mmm. havnet decided on race yet tho. Terran seems fun but those fuxxing tanks need a frick lot of micro. Protoss have my favourite dark templar, and lame carriers to gay with late game. Zerg has imbal mutalisk and 6 type food rush. zzzz. i need help. =x

life sucks* 7:10 PM

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Getting caught in the rain 3 times a day, isnt funny at all. I cycled out today, seeing the rain had subsided. so, from SG to PP it was perfectly fine. But from PP to come back to SG, it started drizzling. not much issue, till it totally broke and it became a downpour. it isnt funny, when you are sitting on your bike waiting for the traffic light to change color, and you are getting increasingly cold, and drenched by the momemt. Then, after meeting my friend at SG mrt, we needed to go SG gardens to go my gym. and well, with a bike, i didn't want to lock it up, as it is so near, we took a walk in the rain. since he was on foot, i couldnt cycle. so got my ass drenched for the 2nd time. and in I walked into the gym, and i was freeeeezing. fcking shit. did arms and abs today, apparently, my fat content percentage in my body is too high. i can do heavier weights than my friend, but because well, im literally fatter, it dosent show. >.<. after showering, the rain was so fcking big still, its already 530, we just camped somewhere waiting for the rain to stop. 1 hour later, it slowed down, and we decided to go back. cool. he took a bus. i had to cycle. upslope. -_- and some fcking old woman was blocking my way so i gotta brake to avoid a collision. anyone who ever tried cycling upslope knows that momentum is the key to ensuring you dont get ur legs burned out before reaching the top. and my legs got burned alright, i didnt stop just once, but trice -__-. fcking shit. Getting caught 3 times in a day, just means its time for me to get a fever. im just waiting for it to come. so, BRING IT ON

life sucks* 7:12 PM

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Teen Angst - Self-mutilation

"When someone cuts himself, the pain will trigger the release of endorphins. These hormones will numb the pain and give the person something like a "high". The effect of endorphins can be similar to certain drugs like heroin, which makes cutting so addictive."

Thats total nonsense. Cutting urself release endorphins, and supposedly "helps" depressed people feel better, why not go and exercise? Running also releases endorphins. a vile stupid excuse, its more like a trend to cut yourself, act as if you cover it up, and when you get found out, you feel extremely elated that someone cares. well thats because depression comes from isolation, alienation.

"I felt that life was horrible, and i hated school. I didn't fit in with my new class, and i was starting to do badly in a couple of subjects. Also there was this problem with a boy who upset me, and someone close to me had died a year before."

Sounds pretty sad.. but, thats still no excuse. almost everyone i knows hate school incredibly. everyone at the beginning dont fit in with his new class, thats normal. so whats the big deal about it. do badly in studies... instead of cutting urself, spend that time studying? It's such a better use of your time and mental state. A boy upset you. wow. -_- My condolences for you on that case of that individual. but since it was a year ago, shouldn't you have gotten over it? but i guess it relies on the indivdual. but still, self-mutilation is the coward's way to get out of things.

"When i cut, i try to cut as close as possible, like kueh lapis to save space."

LOL. just cut same spot then.

"I also buy penknife blades in bulk."

Sanitazation reasons? she predicts that she will be emo and depressed for a long time ^^. directly fits into my draft of it being a trend.

Girls are funny creatures. :/ but we guys aint that much a angel either >.<

life sucks* 10:36 AM

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My friends and i are a bunch of funny people. on monday was my friend's birthday. so we decided to treat him lunch and a present. the present... was... a pack of malboro lights. damn funny. then we were joking about putting cigs as his "candles". freaking lame. Then today, we went to dhoby to go PS to watch 10000 b.c. when we just reach PS nia, my friend say he want to go for a smoke. then i was like. "don't smoke. you want go upstairs then smoke." as when i said it i had a long pause between my words, they misinterpreted it. then finally, we were discussing about when to quit, we discuss about it everything we meet anyway. 1 person says "5 years time... after army," next person says "I quit when you all quit." 3rd person says "U all won't quit one la." 4th person was the most funny. "I'll quit when i start coughing blood." knn. fucking jokes sia. really bth. lawl

life sucks* 12:14 AM

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Hmm. my burn has became seemingly infected. with lots of pus. well it was kinda expected anyway. >.<. now... my toe has been busted. at first i thought is just a blister from wearing some tight shoes a while ago, from pressing it come out pus, now, it comes out blood~. now i got fcking bloody socks everytime i wear shoes. sian-ed. got raped in interschool. now nothing to do. grr. waiting for SC2~~~

life sucks* 11:24 PM

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Saturday : Everyone of us tuned in to Disney channel, as we all took turns to see team hG^ get cleared by one of our ex-members. it was so fucking hiliarious how we got raped 4-0. Saturday night, as i was eating steamboat with my family, i got cooked by the steamboat. as in literally, and i was strecthing over the steamboat, my hand touched the surface of the steamboat, around the center, and it was instantly scorched. now it looks rather sick. well after i decided to give it a few prods and peel off some ahem over-cooked parts. >.<

Sunday : spent almost the whole day playing texas holdem with my family. and i was and still am dying of lack of information. today episode 22 is supposed to come out with subs, and it still havent released it -_-. i watched the raw and understood bird. -_-. zzz. tomorrow is interschool day~ time to go and pwn ppl asses for 1 last time~!

life sucks* 12:59 AM

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

funny when we all play random, and all tio elf except me. elves are so cute when they mass chims vs fiends. ahahaha. fun to be playing with mvp ppl again. whole game kpkbing. gum funny.

life sucks* 12:12 PM

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

1 problem after the other

10 problems after the 1 problem.

many mintes and hours spent to resolve them.

FCK HOW CAN I GET STRESSED IN MY HOLIDAYS. THIS IS NONSENSICAL. -_-

life sucks* 10:40 PM

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EPITOME OF NO LIFE. 1202 GAMES..! Level 5 Sorc.. -_- im lv17 and still a grunt. smlj.

life sucks* 12:57 AM

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what another boring day, capped off with another boring movie. watched "the eye". a total waste of my $6 and time. watched the 720pm show, and it was kinda full, amazingly, but well its theatre 4. and wow. the guy infront of me. is a failure. he utterly screamed at 1 scene, when the movie was totally not scary at all. in fact, it was kinda boring. and his friend, a girl, said this killer statement. "LOL, you have no balls." what a sad dood. crappy acting, crappy plot, crappy scares. zzz. -_-. sadded. I WANT TO WATCH A DECENT HORROR SHOW FFS. body #19.. crap, room 1403... crap, one missed call... crap. ALL CRAP OMG. I NEED SOMETHING LIKE SOMEONE STABBING A EYE, OR SOMETHING. -_-

life sucks* 12:40 AM

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I swear i need a new pair of wrists. No, im not talking about any MMORPG. but i mean my personal wrists. my wrists are incredibly weak. its like when im doing my usual 55lbs of biceps curl, the thing that hurts or feel very tired is not my biceps, but incredibly so, its my wrists. its as though, the bone would break anytime, that kind of feeling. zzz. and supposedly im supposed to only use forearm. but i dunno why my wrists hurt. -_-. bench press also. knn. i roll the hook out, and do. first set, no problem. 2nd, 3rd and 4th onwards. my wrist will start to hurt immensely. zzz. some fuck kind of shit. of course, dumb bell presses also have the similar effect. even when i do triceps, my wrists hurt too. god i need a new set of wrists. as a result, instead of doing 4x10s. i do a little less, becos my wrist bth liao. hais. some bullshit. or maybe im doing it abit wrongly. but i doubt so.

Anyone nice enough to go : http://www.nutritionpark.com/healthfitness/retrieve-Product.np?model.id=207&s=Fast-Acting-Protein_Optimum-Nutrition_100-percent-Whey-Gold-Standard help me buy one, ill pay u back. my stock is running out >.<. and i dun want to ask my family to help. :/

life sucks* 11:59 PM

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If i could live my life over... I'll change everything except my friends. There is a famous saying that goes, Would your rather be rich, and unhappy? or happy but poor. i'll probably take happy but poor. im neither rich nor very unhappy. but just very. very dissastified with life. if my prominence causes some problems to some, don't worry. i'll help you. I'll disappear soon.

life sucks* 10:10 AM

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Monday, March 03, 2008

My msn list now has 6 out of a possible 32 people with mVp) in their nick. including myself of course. to the person who says that we are non-existant, hahahaha. try again ^^. man, im just soo lame. and maybe i cheated. i asked 3 people to put it there. =x. but still its 6! enough to form a dota team, half of the max limit in a war3 tft game. =)

life sucks* 12:21 AM

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Seem to have fully got back my dota sense. From my team's suanning of me feeding every game, now every game i get at least half the team kills, and it amounts up to 34 kills in a match. feeling much more confident than previously. on saturday's match, the first time i bm someone, in a long time. the chat before game goes like this.

My friend : Ban breast.

Oppo : U ban brood mother? brood mother got breast.

its fucking obvious he meant beastmaster. since he can come out for with such a cheeky reply. Later on...

Oppo : U guys are kids right?

Oppo : At NW right.

Smlj, nothing to do, go call ppl kids? fuck em. then they start typing things like "=.= / -.-" that kind of cb nonsense. at this point i abit bth liao i tell them

Me : I wish we started game already so can team talk.

Oppo : U guys at lan right? why need team talk.

Me : For you all.

Me : Not us.

after that they still damn kp, type so much gum lan shit, flood the chat with senseless nonsense. if they are chatting thats fine. but they are just flooding with nonsense

Oppo : netherdrake / viper. choose one

fucking cb. they think we are stupid? apparently a direct insult to my intelligence at this point, my stupid friend go tell them its the same. knnb. my friend is really a tau nga mei. knncb.

and as for the game. it lasted 90 mins, with us finally winning, with my qop 30/9. when we pushing 2nd rax, i just type gg. but they bought back and so we was pushed back. rofl. eventually when we really confirm win liao. i go type,

Me : Pwned by kids.

Oppo : SO?

rofl. maybe im oversensitive. my friends dont find them bm, just acting cute. but for me, i find it totally bm, thats why i got such a reaction. zz.

Beyond DOTA... watched some really decent replays recently, lyn vs fly100% was cool. boring shit. but nice. mirrors are always boring, orc mirrors are the worst. earlier also watched some rep of human vs ud. no expo human with flying machine can win ud. kinda jokes the ud, since he didnt buy fiends abos. just gargs. weird.

I should quit everything that is M18~! -_-

All is bad, especially soccer betting. bbq. i swear i knew liverpool -1/2 cfm win. but it was today, so i decided to only buy sat's matches. knnb

life sucks* 12:03 AM

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Saturday, March 01, 2008

Mariah Carey - Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone

And you feel so far away
That you just can’t

Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on

Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face

And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I’ll make it through the rain

Ooh, yes, you can
Mmm...hmm...
You can make it through the rain

indescribable.

not for the vocals.

but for the lyrics.

life sucks* 10:51 AM

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