If theres ever a reason why the allure of games seem so appealing to me,

It is due to a simple reason called annomyity(dunno how to spell it, means unknown to others)

Unlike others in real life which are personalities magnets,

I wonder if I ever posted this before.

Recurring feelings are never good.

Not when those are bad anyway.

AHAHAHAHAH. Sometimes i feel im too hard on myself.

It was either of the two; perfection, or acceptance.

One is notoriously hard to attain, while the other required courage.

Which one would you choose?

9999/10000 of people would look at me with bewildered eyes, when i tell them my choice.

why 9999/10000?

cos the 1/10000 is the one i look at in the mirror.