This evening, every single WC game i played, was that of a typical noob. I am too distracted. Too half-hearted. Pining too much for something that would probably never happen. I don't like the feeling im having now, its like deja vu all over again, although now i may be able to do something about it theorotically, im too afraid of failing again, to try. but yet, this is always on the back of my mind. I'm gonna leave it all up to fate i guess.

Please wish me good luck for my WCG, before thurs, if i still stand a chance. If you don't i will take it as though, i've failed again.

The person im refering to, is you if i have asked you to go out, and you told me after the common tests... and i never asked again