I never thought i would say this like anytime.

But im beginning to like rugby.

The club U-20s finals on saturday, gave me the dreadful feeling of finishing runners up @ a major tournament for the 4th time in a row. 2 times, last minute tries, and conversions killed us. the other 2, one was a screwed up referee, the other, i really didnt feel it cause i wasn't playing.

When u turn around, you see people rushing onto the field, shouting and beaming will smiles somewhat, and hugging each other, and you see yourself and your teammates looking despondent and walking around zombified, is a feeling that you would not want to be repeated.

Sports is such an emotional activity.

It induces the extreme ends of emotions, happiness, anger, sadness, excitedness. in every finals i played, i felt like crying when we lost. its so disappointing, when you lose by a narrow margin, when you have given it your all. if only i was more match-fit. i would have started on saturday, and may have made it in the starting line-up, and may have resulted in a win. so much possiblities. if i had stayed on my feet with the try line 4 metres from me, and touched it down, it would have been 20-17.


hais.


Nevermind.. im looking forward to POLITE cup. 1st match vs RP(17 july), 2nd vs TP(21 july), 3rd vs TP(24 july), 4th vs ITE(28 july) a tournament spanning 2 weeks, with 1 game very 4 days. =D fun fun fun!