Hasu = Stupid

Chobo = Noob

Both in Korean.

i'm dying. yes i am. i never worked so hard in my sorry life. not even for O'Levels, 2 weeks before, i set my heart on studying at least 4 hours a day. in the end? at max, 2 hours+. at most of those was like doing questions i done before, for some morale boost. -_-. Yet now, Poly year 1, im like setting aside 1 hour or more each day, to finish up tutorials, read through the day's lectures, do some proj stuff etc. I dunno if this is self-inflicted, because everyone else in my course, don't seem to be dying like me. all their msn nicks are like so happy, while im like whining day in day out. given that my stupid mouse dosent help, my stupid double click is acting up again, i press 1 peasent to CTA, whole army go. >.< i've got a couple of things outstanding...

ITB Project group work - nearly done i think
MICEC Project Pair work - haven't even touched it yet.
MICEC Project Group work - Haven't even scratched it either
CATS Project group work - let's see. idea is done. what else? no stuff? lol
INFA Class test - ah, easy peasy stuff
BCOMM Formal presentation - no, no.

Not including the tuts of course. can't wait till holidays again. the previous one just flew past me, and i didn't treasure any moment. how stupid of me. i hear from my friend in TP, their 2 hours MICEC lecture, covered half of supply. while our 1.5+ hrs of MICEC lecture, covered the whole of supply. that is a astronomical difference in speed of teaching, a near 266% faster.

how i wish, i can just lead a life, oblivious to the surroundings. when my entire life is controlled by me, and me solely, with no influences from anyone, or anywhere. with a sufficient influx of money, without working. how would life be like that? i experienced it in the holidays. with one of my good friends, we did it together everyday. apparently we are both sick of life. as he terms it, "life sucks". i would actually go 1 step further, but would decline to write it here.

I think i'm just pathetic. honestly, i am. what is a 13 point L1R4 doing in a 12 point course? i cant even get in academically, and so i take the back door, by applying my CCA edge, which was also bullshit. My CCA points were allocated to me by "representing" my school in gaming. my nick was never SaS.OxY- except for interschool 2006,2007. it was always OxygeN-, mVp)OxygeN- or whatever. i represented my self. my winning and losing, never did mention my school.

btw, don't be one of those smart asses, when they on their bluetooth, they see my phone device as Oxygen, now its "OLwY" and they go, who is oxygen? following which i would answer its me, and they will say, im carbon monoxide, and they start naming all the gases. really act smart. my Oxygen, is not Oxygen gas. its Oxygen element -_-.



i'm just linking random thoughts together.