It sucks when you are so serious about gaming, when all your teammates find it as a form of leisure, and keep laughing everything off. Planning, drafting, reasoning and playing. i'm not the best dota player in singapore, and i dont think im even near there. i don't mind doing all those, i don't mind losing, i don't mind people calling me noob behind my back at all. i don't mind getting bm-ed by opponents. but what i really mind, is their attitude. The feeling a passionate leader has, when his team is so bo chap, is indescribable. knn. first time i fcking emoed at them. i never emo-ed openly in a long time, and i did it today. fcking made me so pissed. i will try again for 1 more week. if after that, still no difference, ill just wash my hands off. its only $11 for registration fee, and many more dollars for lan fees.




I already accepted the fact that noone cares.

But at least, im entitled to whine.