T_T. 3rd day into my prelims only, and i already feel so tired and drained. i get drained so fast and easily? social studies paper, have officially finished me off, and left me for dead. tomorrow, who would know what would happen? its chemistry and mathematics paper 2 tomorrow. hope i do well, haix >_<.


i feel im becoming very bad. must be the influences around me. im beginning to think violent thoughts again, although im able to physically control myself, my minds tend to wander too much, and thoughts that are perverse. i want to be my old self again. i dun want to be like this anymore...


fuck.