there is really nothing in my life to celebrate.
its filled with misery, anguish, anxiety.
everyday, i'm faced with a ******* enviroment
the stress is compounding
its taking its toll on me.
im starting to drink more liqour than ever.
from a beer once in awhile.
to a beer every other day.
now, its whisky.
whats next
smoking
drugs
or


i really am really frustrated at how my life is.
why cant i grow up faster.
get out of this shit.
falling down in the mud, yet lacking the strength to pull myself up
solitary figure prone
enduring the endless pain of the weather
proven
is it
broken
it is