Wednesday, December 06, 2006
{12:06 AM}
Confidence Leak

it sucks to be in such a state. every criticsm received, makes me less and less confident. my modem isnt helping either. havent down a throne for so long, all my games resulted in a loss. is there any less confidence that one can get.

i dunno how long i can carry on. perhaps. just perhaps its time for me to really disappear once, and for all. i find no solace any where. do i believe?

my comfort, my shelter,
tower of refuge and strength.
let every breath, more that i am,
never cease to worship you.