PS Day.(9/11/06) ( and i dont mean plaza singapura)


today is a uber pung seh day. simpler terms, jacked day. im so pissed off now. everytime i arrange a outing. so many people just dont go. common reasons? mother say cannot. dont feel like, later going somewhere, tuition. dont like where we going. like wtf. if i can make everyone happy wont i be called a god? si bei du lan now. so im not gonna call anyone anymore. i call a person for 7 mins, and in the end still say cant. waste 7 mins of my phone bill. the rest i call liao, message liao. then still ps me. then in the end, those that went all say i sux @ organising. kns. they think damn easy ar. fark. someone who was preaching about even if wanna ps, at least tell in advance. we arranged to meet @ 1230, and he msged me @ 130 and say cant go. wtf? if i ask him, he will definitely say suddenly something cropped up etc. i cant blame him. its just so normal. =] getting more depressed by the day. my will is seeping away. lifeless, driven to the brink of insanity. haish, thats the state im in. pathetic. enough negativity. damn im becoming someone(=X) guess who!

on the bright side, today went to play lan with 3 other khakis. played some cs, and some anime fight @ odyssey. the mouse there is lolx. cs how to play if cant move the mouse? lol! after that went to the food court @ paradiz for lunchy =P. ate xiao wan mian today. damn man. i really love giam. those dong cai + the soup.. is owwwwniiinnngg.

i feel that my wc days ahead are so lonely, no more mvp to talk cock with online, no more FForGND gxl lame week outs. no more toi,ivan,doomie to train with. no more gwing for gay strats. no more dodo to call me CF(online). no more ham's uFoooo~ no more sg grub. no more korean actor. hydra for orc mirror training.DCDC lame voice on skype. haish missed so many things. and the many afternoons after school, i spent ating with cyn. haish. its just a long sad road. Wrath. fTw~!


i can still remember the days
that we went to lan and had fun owning.
training.
and everytime i wanna try it again
times have already changed is it
gone gone gone gone gone.