Some people keep asking me. Who is that "BFF" you keep referring to in your blog?
To answer everything once and for all, that's her! (:
And her name is bitch. xiaobitchzxczxczxc!
Actually no la, coincidentally she has the same name as Manchester United's #25.
If you don't know who is that, its okay. Manchester United sucks, i don't blame you.
=O. HAHA. its Valencia!
Anyway, that is a rather old photo. look at my hair now, versus that hair.
its totally different! that hair is colored, my hair won't be till tomorrow, and strangely, my that hair looks damn short. must be the camera angle! or maybe I just suck at photography.
lolol. probably the latter.
Anyway. The reason why i'm posting this post, like probably 4 months late, is because, I finally understand.
I'm sorry for being so insensitive!
And i'm sure alot of those were misunderstandings too.
So yeah, but I guess, i'll take back that 10% thing. lolol! :X
Best Friends Forever! (:
FULLSTOP.
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
I don't know if I should laugh or cry, smile or sulk.
It is seemingly very, very weird.
Everything seems to have taken a new complexion in the way I see it.
Some problems has evolved,
Some compounded, some resolved.
Those that has been resolved seemingly has to come with a mutual exchange.
I'm really really so damn tired.
Why can't everything be smooth sailing or peaceful for once?
It has been such a long time since I last attained that state of utopia.
Where I could laugh and smile the whole day, because there was so much to be happy about.
Right now, all I feel is indescribable.
I don't even know what i'm feeling anymore.
Toss a sack of negative feelings up in the air, and whatever falls, i'll claim thats what i'm feeling.
This morning at 330am.
I felt so fucking relieved, I just wanted to shout. I just wanted to go talk to someone and just spam him or her.
But noone was online.
Fair enough, it was 330am. which is kinda late by any standards.
But what i'm ruing, is not that I did not talk to anyone,
But is why the fuck within the space of 12 hours, my feelings can swing from one end of the spectrum,
to the other fucking end?
Correction. I had the happy feeling for 5 hours.
Then it was back to reality.
Reality fraught with commitments, negativity, cruelly mellowed by a tinge of inspiration.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Hello world, its fucking 4am in the morning.
And i'm awake. albeit not wide.
you know, i once had this module known as business management, and i HATED IT.
why? because its soooo theory heavy.
and guess what, out pops auditing! fuck.
if it was not theory heavy, its also analytical heavy.
the analytical part is fine. I honestly don't like studying mountains of words for a paper..
and of all my 7 chapters of notes, i cut it down to maybe 9 foolscaps, simply because i can't be half-assed to study the rest.
and i'm hoping whatever that inside that 9 foolscaps, appears on the examination paper tomorrow.
pissed man.
regardless, i'm left with only 1 solitary paper left to do.
couldnt be bothered to finish all since its so repetitive.
just hope red bull can let me see the light tomorrow.
because right now, i don't seem to be absorbing much.
lmao. rofl. ;/
anyway! its only about 10 hours 30minutes from my blissful rapture. given i finish it in an hour.
just about 630 minutes. and a whole lot of seconds to boot.
so, chillex people, good luck have fun and enjoy the festive season!
(sorry for those who have to mass projects, wrong group you are in yo!)
((:
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Friday, December 11, 2009
Okay, I have got a little insane the past few days, and a little emotionally wrong also.
Anyway, sorry bff! i think you must have been shocked by the way i replied every message until this morning.
HAHAHS. and no, it wasn't your faultt! it's just.. i'm having cramps! :X
LOL.
ANYWAY, SINCE IM IN SUCH A CRAZY MOOD,
EMOMOMO!
I GOT NO FUCK IDEA WHAT IM DOING HERE. LOL.
AND LASTLY GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! (:
AND THIS WAS DONE ON MY WEBCAM! WOOHOO
I FEEL SO CAMWHORY NOW.
LOLX. K I KNOW PEOPLE ARE GOING TO AVOID ME MORE.
BUT HEY, IM STILL 100% STRAIGHT K.
ON THE CORRECT LINE.
AHAHAHAH.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE WITH THE COMMON TESTSSSSSSSSSS!
STUDY HARD! JIAYOU!
((:
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I hate myself.
But i'll rather hate myself,
then bring myself to hate someone else.
fuck it.
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Monday, December 07, 2009
Gym 3 day in a row,
Sat - Chest, Cardio 4km
Sun - Lats, HIITx4, Cardio 2.8km
Mon - Delts, Inclined 2.5km.
No wonder i'm tired. wtfbbq.
Tomorrow i'm gonna get my slob ass up at 7am to do HIIT again.
I don't believe I can't lose 10KG by common test end.
And i'm already 4KG into it.
6 more to go by 12 days! thats 500g a day.
I know the odds are stacked against me.
But hey, I'll die trying.
Okay I was kidding, I can't live without my sweet drinks.
:X
And I just amazed myself today.
I actually studied. for 30mins.
RFA doesn't seem that hard after all.
Well maybe I only covered 2 chapters of theory.
But whatever.
Tomorrow is studying day.
Well maybe thats because I ain't hitting the gym tomorrow.
whatever works.
HMMM. On a side note, I've just had the most amazing thought.
Onion loaf with sauteed prawns, potato, scallops.
That totally appeals to me.
I'LL COOK THAT ONE DAY.
that, and of course 2 things I have been wanting to try for damn long!
making a puree and white wine sauce!
Was thinking of pan-seared chicken breast, resting ontop a sweet onion puree, with of course my favorite red wine sauce! and some ornamental veggies which I haven't really gotten to, because I cook to eat, not to sell. YET. ;o (:
and then... lightly seared salmon with white wine sauce accompanied by the classic jacket potato with sour cream and bacon bits and maybe some steamed baby carrots and brocolli!
but that'll be too heavy for an entre(i think) and I don't like carrots. so yeah! :X
I shall attempt to accomplish all of them this holidays!
And sorry, noone is gonna taste them! 1st attempts are always behind closed doors! (:
HAHA.
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