When it transcends an crush.
It becomes an obsession.
I don't understand myself anymore!
I don't know what i want, what i'm doing. where i am.
I'm just doing what i do best.
floating around, and hope noone notices.
=|
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Ow. Ow. Ow! why so ex-the-pensive. GGGGGGGGGGGG lolol.
In Retrospective, I shouldn't have said those...
I'M SORRY!
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Happy birthday Gilbert! (:
Go rape Jon back for a change!
Give him the Cantona kick =X
=D
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Monday, July 13, 2009
Mac and Cheese, with chicken breasts! though they look black, they were decent, except abit cold thats all. :\
imba cheeseeeeeeeeee. gg
familiar? i'm back to these bitches. hahahs. for a few days anyway. :>
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
Summary of one of the best weeks in a while! (:
Monday : School lasted 1 hour 20 minutes, of which WE were late. AGAIN. lolol. so it lasted even shorter than that. ahahaha. went gym after school, found out they close at 3! :\. met up with chow chow and alwin, ate then went TSW at Toa Payoh, and saw a car accident in front of us! lolol. damn funny the car behind was totally crumpled and destroyed, while the car who langa him, was perfectly fine. fucking funny. then home, and usual shit.
Tuesday : School was draining, as usual. started at 9. wtf. went through usual motions of lessons, then ya. bcomm ended early! like at 3pm. so gan song. go home lo! then at night was supposed to meet nick, then surya called me, then he came along too! so dinnered at like 7, till like 1030. hahahas. fucking funny. prank call is ftw!
Wednesday : FIT was a killer. bored the balls out of me. BCOMM test was slightly a killer too, think i did okay to bad for it. oh well. whatever. FUCK SCHOOL. skipped FIT lecture, went home first. Joshua came over to my house, then we made our way down to surya's house. cooked macaroni and cheese, and some chicken breasts. sadly the chicken breasts were cold before the mac and cheese was ready, so yeah ):. but still decent overall yea!
I REDEEMED MYSELF BITCHES. THIS IS FOR YOU _|_ LOLOL.
dota-ed, anime-ed, drank, snack-ed, lolol. overnight! slept at like 430am, when schools at 9. :\
Thursday : Woke up at like fucking 830 when school is at 9! I was crashing another class lesson, and i was late by 30 minutes! wtfbbq! yeah, so the tax tutorial i crashed was rather decent, the teacher was pretty nice! ahahaha. then after class, Shi lin gave me a birthday present! an 8 days earlier one! lolol. regardless its yellow and it has a pretty cool print! yellow! oh man, i never had a yellow shirt. so thats my virgin yellow shirt! ahahaha. its still nice though! (: will be wearing it soon!
Thank you BFF, SHILIN! (:
and amazingly, i went for IFA lecture! wtfbbq! went there to like just sleep only. whats the diff? lolol. after school, back to surya's house! same thing as wednesday, on repeat. except dinner was briyani!
Friday : sadly, one of the worst fridays in awhile, but well its all good! overslept and missed tax lecture, came school for COST tutorial, fucking surya, ask him come 1250, he come 1140, while i was still in class -_-. luckily the test started at like 12, then i finished in 20 mins like that, and went down to meet him! i got 19.5/20! i think everyone is expected to get full marks. but oh well, i'm an below average student, so i'm happy yes! (: went to his house, AGAIN. and everything on wednesday on repeat, all over and over again. except now we got pizza for dinner! ahhaha. and chow chow and gideon came!
Saturday : went watch Ice Age 3 3D. honestly i dont see the difference between 3D and normal movies, =\. oh well, it just feels a little cooler and abit more realistic i guess. after movie, after much deliberation, went to some hotel apartment at somerset, for drinks! fucking lol. we watched George of the jungle there! thats only cos there was no other DVD to be rented. wtf right. lolol. got a 350ml vodka, and 2 cans of beer each. so yup, all was downed. among the 3 of us. and the vodka sucked so bad, then it was torturous to drink that shit. the beers were pretty good though, anchor smooth, budget and nice! lolol. k that summarises my entire week! just need to add pictures which i got quite a few, but lazy to take off my phone now! another time ba! hahahs.
GG NO RE. THIS FRIDAY.
TONNNNNNNNNNNNN!
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I wonder why am i even trying so hard to attain grades anymore.
People tell me to not do my tutorials, and just play games.
Maybe i should listen.
Today, i got back my BCOMM long-assignment grades.
wow, a fucking C.
really. I think i'm in the wrong course. wrong module.
I don't want to be some CEO of some multi-billion company, raking in millions a year.
I may be EXPECTED to do that, but that is not what i want.
All i want is merely to own and run my own cafe.
I don't think i'll need an accountancy degree to do that.
and my final ambition is even more humble.
nobody but one person knows about it, because obviously people would laugh at it.
but not like that person didn't.
so ya. i won't say it here.
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demoralized.
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